the 3rd honeymoon..

oo'oh..yesterday wuz 23rd ApriL 2008!

"honeYmoon"..? This Saturday..we're off to Bt Tinggi..me cant wait to go to Japanese Garden..!!

Sayonara!

p/s : sis sherrina...BEHAVE!

seconds after intrview..
hubby : how do u fl?
me: great! well..dun knw wats d outcom of it, bt i juz feel good!Dpt or tak,put aside. did my very best..
hubby : dats d spirit!
me:

juz want to thank all my beloved family for d endless support..(tho they never put a word in ere..hehe..knowing them la kan..but really, incase u are readin' it..i juz want2 thank Q for the loves and doa...just keep on praying for me,kay?
[the special msgs from dearest family.just in case i might lost the phone again..so i want to treasure this.....]
kakNanie: Gudluck! Bace alam nasyrah byk2 then hembus. hehe [hehehee..]
kakWanie: Good luck buat betul betul [macam ayat papa...takde noktah n straightforward.hehe]
kakNinie: Good Luck Wah. Baca rabbishrahli byk2 [tq,knini!i did dat]
AbgWadie: Good luck!
NaughtyAmani: Ure great!! have confident,ok?
NaughtyAdi: good luck!good luck! good luck wahdani!
KakIRwanie: GoodLuck!Be confident & trust yourself. Selawat byk2 k
Elyne: Good Luck,k? U can do it! Sure dapatnye!
SisSherrina: [call me instantly using her mobile altho shes in d off (susah2jer)..and wish me luck..thanx Q,sis!]
AbgFadzlan:congratulations & good luck for d interview.[earlier text].if d company x hire you, dats mean theres sumthing wrong with the company.. [ ]
Fairuz: GLuck my dear sister! You can do it. Doa byk2 k?..
Mama Zay: Askmw'barakatuh..Just b ur own natural self,confidence wil set in. Overcome nervousness cos u need to show them the best of you,in the best ever way. A'way, mama doakan d best for farah. Baca ayatul kursi,an nas,al falak. Sorry lambat reply [hehehe..the panjang'est text msg!!]
Papa Zainol: Bagusla..papa doa semua selamat. Bidang lain,get new and different experience
hubby: baca 'Allahumaftah...' Ingat i mesti x nervous dah.hehe..Good luck.i have faith in you.. [ ]
Papa: jgn fikir yg bukan2. [hah!ambik!!kan dah kene!] Kejayaan hari ini untuk akan datang. Papa gembira dengan kecemerlangan pelajaran Wah. [huhuhu...tue time blaja la papa...keje lainnnn,pa..]



i love you all so terribly much.....

"I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined.I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned.I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines.We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way.Staring at the blank page before you open up the dirty window.Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find.Reaching for something in the distance.So close you can almost taste it.Release your inhibitions.Feel the rain on your skin.No one else can feel it for you.Only you can let it in.No one else, no one else.Can speak the words on your lips.Drench yourself in words unspoken.Live your life with arms wide open.Today is where your book begins.The rest is still unwritten - song by natasha beddingfield "Unwritten"

I love this song. Very much. Deep meaning. It does stimulate me in some way..[sigh..]..
Tmrw i av an interview at one quite a well known landscape firm (among landscape architects). Truth? Im actually fl so nervous to face it. Dun ask me furthermore,i dun av d answer whY (Yes. With huge capitalletter of "Y" must i feel this way..). Altho i can predict whats d ques gonna be like, my strengths/weaknesses in delivering d tasks, present my final yr product,etc..still im felin' pretty chilly inside. Come on' WAHDANI. You can go through this. You used to enjoy designing parks,residential areas,etc.You just cant stop bein' critical each time u drove around and see many trees has been chopped down [helloww!dun u outhere care or know wats d meanin' of GLOBAL WARMING??!seriously im so cross n felin disturbed with d issue].Also when you were so busy burnin' sum fat,jog at the park..you just cant stop commented in silence d lacknesses of everything that is imperfect to you, the false of arrangement of shrubs n trees..blabla..
So..stop whatever is in your mind now. You have the best support from the rest of the family xspecially beloved hubby & papa dearest who constant telling you that you, WAHDANI can actually do it! Abg Wadie always gave his best in me..he said that perhaps..the things that i think that i dnt like can actually be the best choice for me..vice versa. & Once Papa told me..'ape2 yg kite buat, kita kene sabar and tekun utk dpt hasil yg terbaik'.. InsyaAllah...
so Enuff said.

"I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly .I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change.And break away.Out of the darkness and into the sun.But I won't forget all the ones that I love.I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change.And break away
(Breakaway by kelly clarkson)

Yeah..im goin' to d next path..Part of my life. It's not completely "Unwritten"..but i will however "Break away"...Insyaallah
Do pray for me...

first....we bowL' together with d rest of our cousins @ kiara and our score..?? the "greatest" among all d burfday boy's batch..!!heeee..
second...she doesnt had any clue that her notty sista kinda suprised & dragin' her to av lunch wif abalan and hubby dearest..
third..window shop for few mins..["window shop"???neahhh...she bought 2 shoes!!]
forth...we watched prince&me II together while havin' yummilicious snacks
fifth....she COOKed yummilicious spaghetti bolognese meatballs..fuhh......sedap sgttt occay..?
sixth...she actually locked the kitchen's door preventin' me yg busy nak kemas d kitchen 24/7 to enter and do d cleanin' up all by herself and me..still takley duk diam,do d outer part of d house..
seventh...our hubbies balik and we had a nice...bRrruuupppp...dinner...
thank u so much sis...now im hungry!droolin' for more meatballsssss....

Im felin' guiLty..
This year...suppose to be d best celebration for him.. which i thought so since it was his first birthday with me around.. . But it ended up differently..At 12 sharp..he was outside (as usual,bermanje with his beloved laptop ) n did wish him. Kinda planned to giv d gift after he enter d room (which was hidden under d bed for so long (!)..only sis who knew.. ) but i ended up ZZzzzz. Huh!Woke up at 4am and marah myself for bein' "careless"..at 10am we av to go 2 aunt zahanim's for ali imran's aqiqah til 6pm. It all comes down to good food, good company+relatives..ermm Good foods? Well, i dun intend to fill full d tummy coz im savin for sumthng so called "special" that night. When Uncle Malik show me d "gathering" pamplet which to be held that particular night,i beg him not to show my Jon as i was reservin' d "special" dinner for him. Then, after we went home from aunt zahanim's place, he claimed that he kinda tired & felin so full after havin' such a meal earlier. Honestly i dun mind but i was hungry! Lastly..we ended up havin dinner at hawker's area at hartamas square(!!)..special la sgt,kan?

occayOccay..anyway...last words..i just want to wish a very happy 29th birthday to my loving faizul and may u continuily av tons of patience having such a darlin'manje wife like me..heheheheh..

i miss papa. i miss spendin' enormous time wif him at Jaya/MidValley/"Ruang Utama" (its One Utama actually..),goin' 2 MPH,morning briskwalk' while lokin' at beautiful houses, sunday breakfast at kJ, his endless 'private number'.
i miss mi's "LouD"way of concern, and her love
i miss knini..abg man's jokes..afnan (dh lame sgt x jumpe..last? After d wedin @ sg petani..d lastime he came back..i was in sg petani over d weekend )..amira..Joy and adLan.
i miss d laughters+d happyGoLuckY kwani+abg aLan,d cheekiest zaem, d sweet syarif and lil' zulaikha.
i miss gardenin' wif abgwadie.i miss k iRwani's yummylicious apple pie, playin' streetsoccer wif ammar..and i do miss affaf and her german language
i miss to spend time on sunday at d hall with mysweet knani, ourhome engineer..abg emi, and d bubbly tihani.
i miss d comelicious amani with her own way.
i miss watching latenite dvd wif adi..
i miss bibi tin (!)

i miss papa's endless advice
i miss mama's sweetness
i miss goshipgoship + make up lesson wif sis sherrina..bt i miss her laughters d most ..abg lan + daniaL's "huG-biGkish auntie-farah"
i miss d besh aush and d moments wif his "kak farah"..& of coz arn as well..
kinda miss jgk la watie punye cokin + her endless conversation ( accompanied me wen evryone were golfing)

hmm...truly blessed with such wonderful famiLy but i definitely wish they were closer!

A tiring weekend, i can say but full of satisfaction We came, wif fuLL of love and determination to support our beloved abg wadi and the pictures stated.....

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Headlining the group of newcomers are Dr Asyraf Wajdi Dusuki, who is the son of Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad’s former political secretary Datuk Dusuki Ahmad.Dr Asyraf, 31, is pitted against a PAS heavyweight, secretary-general Datuk Kamaruddin Jaafar, and knows he has an uphill battle ahead but relishes being the underdog.“I will try my best. My political struggle is simply that Kelantan needs development and I will sacrifice my career for it,” he said, after being officially announced as one of the 14 parliamentary candidates. - THE STAR ONLINE

Pemilihan mengejutkan, Dr Ashraf Wajdi Dusuki, 35, yang juga seorang pensyarah perbankan dan kewangan di Universiti Islam Antarabangsa (UIAM) dilihat mampu menggugat penyandang yang juga Setiausaha Agung Pas, Datuk Kamaruddin Jaafar, di Parlimen Tumpat. Beliau yang diasuh oleh bapanya yang juga bekas Ahli Parlimen Tumpat, Datuk Dusuki Ahmad dikatakan antara calon muda yang menghiasi enam calon baru dari 14 kawasan Parlimen di negeri itu.Tanpa dapat menyembunyikan perasaan terkejut dan bangga dengan pemilihan itu, Dr Ashraf bertekad mahu membawa pembangunan di Parlimen itu dengan memastikan BN mengambil alih negeri yang diperintah Pas sejak 18 tahun lalu.Walaupun banyak pihak menganggapnya agak mentah, Dr Ashraf sudah memasang hasrat untuk memastikan kemenangan berpihak kepada BN.“Usia bukan isu dan penghalang dan saya mahu menjadi perantara kepada apa yang BN mahu sampaikan kepada rakyat, membawa perubahan dari segi politik dan pembangunan tanpa mengabaikan soal agama,” katanya yang dilihat antara calon yang kacak. [ni lar akhbar m.e.l.a.y.u] - HARIAN METRO